we've got to get ourselves back to the garden

Freedom is just another word for nothing left to lose

Nothing don’t mean nothing honey if it ain’t free

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Fri Jan 13

Do you ever hate yourself so much for being sober for everyone else? This isn’t me - this isn’t what I want. I’ve grown to hate myself. I have grown to hate how angry and miserable I have been for the past two months. I cannot stay happy. I don’t know what to do. I’ve literally grown to absolutely hate everything about this life.